We weRe mEaNt to LIve foR sO mucH moRE!!

2008-02-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

alright today i'm here to blog about something because yesterday i type on my msn nick "if God is back tmr, how many of you are able to stand blameless before Him?"

and someone ( i won't mention) ask me what is being blameless? and i think that's a very good question. Today i'm going to blog about this.

what is being blameless all about? It doesn't mean that you are sinless because in the bible it clearly state that every man is born with sin, except the son of God. So what is being blameless all about? if you guys read the bible u will find out that there are many times God ask us to be blameless before him. so what is blameless? It is to be free from blame, to be guiltless before God. Do you all know why God chose Noah out of all the people on earth? because he was blameless!

Genesis 6:9
This is the account of Noah. Noah was a righteous man, blameless among the people of his time, and he walked with God.

and there are many other example in the bible that God ask us to be blameless before Him.

even as leaders the bible say the leader has to be blameless

Titus 1:7
Since an overseer is entrusted with God's work, he must be blameless—not overbearing, not quick-tempered, not given to drunkenness, not violent, not pursuing dishonest gain.

sometime it is sickening to hear that as long as u believe in Jesus u are save. Note that what i am trying to say is not believing in Jesus doesn't save us, BUT people take this Believe in such a easy way out..what is believing truly means?

believing is to have a conviction that (a person or thing) is, has been, or will be engaged in a given action or involved in a given situation.

Its not just about talking! its about being engaged in action! if u say u believe in Jesus and u don't serve God, you don't live your life according to the what God has installed for u..and many many more example..den my question here is..do u really believe? dun contradict your words and action.

If u believe Jesus, then live a blameless life. A life that that keep away from sin! if we believe in Jesus, we should be more and more like Christ each day! who says that it can't be done?? because thats what God always plan to do in us..we want us to be more like Him..and have a living relationship with Him. keeping away from sin doesn't mean u dun sin, because like the bible say, everyone is imperfect, but there are some sin that we can avoid and we all know it..i dun have to elaborate in that.

The fact is this, not all who so call claim to believe in Jesus will be saved..not because Jesus didn't complete his task but its the problem with us! If u called yourself a christ-follower, then let me ask you, what are u following after from christ? u are following after this character! God's character, but some people just dun get it. They think that just by "believing" Jesus they can just sit back and wait for Jesus to return and bring them up to heaven and escape from the judgment day. This is not said by me

21 “Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. 22 Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ 23 And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’

and i truly believe the word from what i see and observe now. NOT everyone who call God lord lord will be save..because you practice lawlessness.

those who practice lawlessness..are those who dun keep away from sin!
those who practice lawlessness are basically those who are not blameless

so the question is, if God is to be back tmr, how many of you are able to stand blameless before Him?

when God is back..we all have to give a personal account to God. There are 2 question which i took from rick warren's book, He says that on the day of judgment, God will surely ask us 2 crucial question, First, what did you do with my son, Jesus Christ? and second, what did you do with what i gave you? the only thing that will matter is that did you accept what Jesus did for you and did you learn to love and trust Him? If u take grace in a wrong way, that is not grace at all. True grace only comes when u truly believe Jesus..and i mean believe!

if God is to be back tmr, how many of you are able to stand blameless before Him?

2008-02-12T02:36:00.000+08:00

i love my sheep..but i wonder if they know how much they matters to me..hopefully yes

2008-01-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

haha oh my! i have lost touch with my blog already! i think it must be feeling sad and misses me so much. HAHA. OK nonetheless, i guess i should update myself here. Partly why i didnt blog that much now is because i'm more busy nowadays and my brother has quit his JoB! haha so most of the time he will be using it and my laptop is down! oh ya talking about that, my laptop is really down man. Who can lend me!!! lol so dead man.

Anyway i msut blog another day lol

2007-12-27T03:07:00.000+08:00

time to update again! merry Christmas everyone! and it also means that 07 is coming to an end.

come to think of it, I've really face many things. This year..2007, though it may seems normal to many people, but 2007 is a significant year for me. Its a year that as long as i live on this earth, i will never be able to forget. Its not because 2007 has been a great fun for me and i have achieve many things. But rather, its a year that has been tough for me, a year that i know if its not with God's grace and help, i would not have make it. Seriously i am really thankful to You God. THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! i wished i could tell You this face to face but right now i can only type it down for You Lord. I'm truly grateful for that second chance You gave me. Many people say i have grow alot, and i have impact many, but You know me the most God. You know all of my weakness, You know all of my flaws and my struggles and i know there are still many things waiting for me to improve and change, but i thank You Lord, simply because You never despise for all the wrongs i have done, and You never once give up on me, yet You forgive me! how...how...oh...how should i thank You enough..never will i be able to, i just love YOU more than anything else. And this year i will never be able to erase off my memory.

I have also many people i want to thank them. People whom God have place in my life to impact me in a huge way..so many so many of them! that i dun even know who to start with, but you guys should know I'm talking about you! yes you! thank you all for accepting me when i first came back. Thank you for the warm welcome that you guys gave me 8 months ago, thank you for that every single encouragement given by you people, thank you for leading me back to God's way when I'm lost and astray, thank you for giving me the trust and opportunity given to me to serve Np and God. Just too many thanks. And i love you guys! i love this spiritual family that i have and I'm proud to tell people! I'm not ashamed to proclaim to people! Thank you all from the deepest of my heart.

You know, this coming year, it's really going to be so different. Different from the rest of the 2 years that i spent. I'm going to be a brand new Isaac again. A servant that is going to please my father in heaven every single moment. It's tough but i can't help it! i simple just can't! Help me GOD! in You thats where i find strength! :)

"when the old has gone, the new has come!"

2007-12-24T15:12:00.000+08:00

I"LL HANG ON TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

GOD!!!! help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so many so many problems around me.I know i can't handle it alone! i need Your strength! i need Your peace! i pray that i will not focus on the problem itself but i will focus on You. i pray that i will not focus on the limitations i have but focus one the unlimited strength of Yours oh Lord. You are not just my saviour but my Lord, i surrender all that i have to You alone. My "5 loaves and 2 fishes", though they seems small but i know You will multiply it. I don't know how Lord, but i put my faith and trust in You. Only You can help me.

2007-12-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

today i was watching a show, and this is what the actor says:

"Loving someone doesn't mean that you have to be with him/her, but rather helping the person to experience happiness, and i will be content"

i agree to a certain extent to this sentence. Love doesn't mean possession, it don't necessary mean that u have to be with him/her to have love. I truly believe that in this whole life that God gave us, we will sure met some people that we have good feeling about and people that we think we love. BUT! does that mean we have to be with all of them? definietly not! however like the show, we can love by helping the person when they are in time of need, showing our care and concern during tough times. God surely have a plan for each of us, so do not be decieve by the lies of the world that loving someone means u have to be with him or her.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (New International Version)

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

MOSTLY IMPORTANTY 8Love never fails.

haha i think you might ask how come suddenly i share this. Because i think that many people are slowly being influence by the view of the world. But always look back to the word of God, the foundation of our life and how that is will help You to overcome the temptations of the world.

alrights thats about it! hahah..have to go off soon! 830 common test tmr!

*requested by xueping (lol)

haha yea i think she is a very nice person!haha!

ok la..seriously she is..lol..if u want to know that ask me

thats all for now! ciaozzzzzzzzzz

2007-11-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, there's an urge to go to esplanade to sit down by the river to worship God. Sing till i get lost into his majestic presence!

shall have it this saturday! my retreat with God! xD.

Philippians 1:9-11

9And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, 10so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, 11filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God.

2007-11-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

Dear God,

Sometimes i don't understand. Why does people reject You when they know how much You love them and how far You have gone just to reach to them. Sometimes i don't understand. Why people leave You despite Your love lavishing upon them like an endless flood. Sometimes I don't understand so many things, and i felt so burden for all these people! God! may You shower Your mercy and grace on them. Keep them strong in You oh God. Even though i don't understand, i will still give You all the glory and praise. Strengthen me LORD! so that i can show Your love to all these people who need u badly. I'm just Your servant, wanting to serve You and no wanting to see people being lost in Your way. Hear this cry of Your little child. Your name will reigns forever.

Your beloved child,
Isaac

You mean everything to me,
You're all this world will never be,
Your name reigns in my heart,
You're all that i depend on.......

2007-11-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

All This Time

I’m a father and a son; I’ve been a lover with just one,
But this world can get me all undone,
And I’m frightened I’m the only one.
I wrestle with the thoughts I keep,
If I sow the seed of arrogance then it’s loneliness I’ll reap,
It’s loneliness I’ll reap.

Please don’t leave me stranded here,
With a head of lies and a heart of fear.
My life’s a show on Gods TV,
The world an audience, watching me.

So wake me, shake me, keep me sharp,
As I touch the power of Gods great harp.
And this world can fill your head with praise,
That steals me from eternal grace.
So how can I serve God and wealth?
I can captivate an army, but I can’t control myself.
I can’t control myself.

Ghostly figure out at sea, I hear a voice that’s calling me,
To walk upon the waves of faith.
For in the arms of God, I am safe.

All this time, since the day that I was born,
I’ve never known a time like this,
I don’t wanna let you down.

I will sing, sing for your light has come.

fell in love with God with this song...

2007-11-04T16:21:00.000+08:00

Just came back from yesterday. Really want to thank God for the strength that He has given me in order to pass through yesterday because i didn't get to sleep on Friday due to some things and i have to reach sch by 745 to help out a sch unicycle event and then have meeting and stuff which really drain out all my energy. But God never fails to strengthen me =) Thanks!

And nevertheless, ONE MORE NEW BRO IN NP! Pingshen!! Harvest is coming in weekly and i really believe its just the beginning, the good show is still at the back! God is doing His wondrous work in NP..COME ON GUYS! and GIRLS! lets be the instrument than God use! I really want to see revive in the land. People can say its not going to happen but God can make it happen! i really wan to see NP flooding with Godly people..who say CG size can only be till 10 - 15 people..it can be 50, 100 or 1000! God is never limited by numbers. Pray i will never be content or satisfy by just 3 converts so far. I want to always have this holy discontentment! I want to see NP's own service in the years to come! It can be done

Anyway I'm so bless by yesterday because i have the opportunity to host 2 brother from Hope Johannesburg, pastor Henry and brother Mpho. Really sense much of their conviction for Christ, and at the same time, God really reminded me not to take it for granted in the area of serving Him because its really a challenge for these 2 brother to serve God over at Johannesburg and yet sometimes we Singaporean complain about serving when Singapore is such a convenient place. The key is not whether is it a convenient place anot, but rather are we willing? because if we are willing, no situation can stop us. Thank God for Henry and Mpho, though they won't get to see it but I will always remember them =)

Secondly I'm also blessed as well through Martin's sharing and testimony. He is our Hope brother from Germany. A brother that has a heart for God, wanting to please God. And i was really encourage and motivated by his sharing about BGR issue. Especially the part where he says he gave his heart desire of the person he is fond of to God and God will never shortchange us in any way. I pray i will be like Isaac, where God will place the right person in my life at the right time. Distraction may come, but i rather be distracted by God himself =)

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SHEEP RUIHAO!

i just want to say, good and faithful sheep and servant of Christ =)

i'm giving You my heart's desire, may You take it Lord...

2007-10-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

1. Name: Isaac
2. Nick: kok, kokling? keh leng kia, james????
3. Middle Name: kokleng
4. Hair: just became spikey again
5. Eyes: black and brown
6. Height: 176...ard there
7. Location: serangoon central
8. Birthday: 17 feb 88
9. Zodiac: dragon
10. Status: single =)

[Favorites]

11. Animals: dog, cat, fish
12. Sport: soccer
13. Color: green
14. Song: mostly christian songs
15. Band/Singer: u name it i like it!
18. Scent: light and pleasant
19. Movies: none for the moment
20. Holiday: the previous term break ba
21. Season: spring
22. Element: no chemistry!
23. Book(s): what the cross have done for you by phili pringle
24. Do you wear makeup?: no!
25. Do you pluck your eyebrows?: maybe armpit hair? lol just kidding
26. Do you look for personality or looks: personality
27. Perfect gal: lalala..
28. How many rings before you answer the phone: 2 - 3
29. Future Career plans: engineer? or a musician for God?
30. Do you sleep with stuffies: my beanbean! =)
31. Do you want kids?: yup!
32. Are you popular: how would i know?
33. Are you pretty: nope but jiashen is!
34. Do you have your own phone line?: yea 91897620
35. Do you get along with your family?: yup!
36. Do you have any piercing or tattoos?: nope..dun really like this stuff
37. Giving hugs?: depends
38. Taking walks in the rain?: happen before
39. The mall?: no shopping pls
40. Go on stage?: Praise and Worship!
41. Drinks: bundong!
42. Smoke: N.O NO!
43. Drugs: -_-
44. Eat meat: of coz!
45. Date: 18 may 02
46. Sex: erm u mean gender? den of coz female..im a straight guy
47. Eat sushi: okok..dun really love it or hate it
48. Bake: i wish i can

[Preferences]

49. Hot or Cold: cold
50. Lace or Satin: satin
51. Blue or Red: blue
52. New or Old: both
53. Rain or Snow: snow
55. Wool or Cotton: wool
56. Rose or Daisy: rose
57. Private school or public school: public school
58. Plain milk or chocolate milk: plain
59. Celsius or Fahrenheit: celsius
60. Spring or Fall: spring.
61. Math or Art: art
62. One pillow or two: 2!
63. Dogs or Cats: both!!!
64. Adidas or Nike: adidas
65. Coke or Pepsi: coke
66. Oranges or Apple: oranges
67. Deaf or Blind: blind
68. Pool or hot tub: pool
69. Blonde or Brunette: blonde
70. Guys or Girls: both
71. Tall or short: tall
72. TV or Radio: TV

Personal Stance on...

73. Homosexuality: its a mystery
74. Brand names: fender, ibanez, gibson
75. Abortion: its the last thing any parent wants
76. Religion: Christianity, its a relationship with my daddy!
77. Animal Rights: animal have the right for their life.
78. Love at first sight: Isaac and Rebekah fell in love at first sight, God's plan
79. God: =D
80. Aliens: mythssss
81. Horoscopes: crap?
82. Heaven: the place we all belong
83. Hell: the last place u ever want to imagine
84. Reincarnation: only on TV dramas
85. Transvestites: feel lost for them
86. Boy Bands: delirious? ~
87. Rap: noisy
88. 80's music: cool in some ways
89. Punk: rockin'
90. Whats the prettiest instrument(s)?: e.guitar
91. Whats the prettiest part of the body?: abs?
92. Biggest fault: wasting time
93. Biggest fears: forsaking God
94. Do you live in the moment?: not really yet..but i want to!
95. Do you care about looks?: yeap..myself
96. Do you like your handwriting?: lol can be improve
97. Obsession: doing His work!
98. Looking forward to: win the whole NP for Jesus!!!
99. Favorite weather: rainy days
100. Do you ever wish you were somebody else?: no, i like who i am

2007-10-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

Being a leader is nothing fun at all
Especially when I am someone who is a follower

But because You called me to
I am more than willing to
Because You chose me
even when i dun understand why
I will do what You want me to
Because You have chosen me

2007-09-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

oh my..its been a LONGGGGGGGGGGG time since i blog. Lol, the past weeks has been a busy week thats why didnt really have time to update this blog and its going to be busy still for the following week haha, God give me strength!!! Anyway just finish dmm with nel and we discuss about Np as a whole unit and its time to do some changes. I am really looking forward to whats coming up. God is up to something! Amen!

i have a sudden urge to play paintball haha, so no link.

Acts 4:32-34

32All the believers were one in heart and mind. No one claimed that any of his possessions was his own, but they shared everything they had. 33With great power the apostles continued to testify to the resurrection of the Lord Jesus, and much grace was upon them all. 34There were no needy persons among them. For from time to time those who owned lands or houses sold them, brought the money from the sales 35and put it at the apostles' feet, and it was distributed to anyone as he had need.

the art of sharing

2007-09-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate my father's birthday yesterday at beach road with my whole family and we had steamboat for dinner! I really think that it was a very precious time because we seldom have dinner together due to our time. But yea, really treasure the time together as a family. And recently, me and my bro really had a deep deep burden for our family. I really want to make a difference in my family. I really want to see them come to Christ! I really want to be closer with my family, not just a normal family, but a family that really love God together and to do His work. I really want to trust God in this area. It take much faith, as well as my life.

LORD hear my cry!!! I know You always will!

Anyway today had a meeting with Nel and shared some stuff with her and Wow, i realise something which somehow really spoke to me. Shall put it into pracise. And then after that had meeting with the evo retreat committee members to plan for the evo retreat. Im really excited physically and spiritually. Lets really invite many ppl to come and i really believe its gg to be a fun and different night. It will not be the same! alrights thats all for today!!

2007-08-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

oh man, haven been blogging for few days. This is the first week of the term break and i am starting to feel bored already! HELP!!! OK where should i start from? i guess from last sat service bah.

Last week sermon somehow spoke to me right into my heart and i realise that there are a couple of things that i have not let God control it yet, but i won't say it here. And i really find that its hindering me from having a close relationship with my heavenly Father and to serve Him effectively. Thank God for my spiritual buddy, i shared to him some of the things and felt slightly better. I have to overcome this!! COME ON ISAAC!

therefore i will boast all the more glady about my weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me!

As many of us may heard of the recent news about the moon turning red due to the lunar Eclipse. Do you know that it's actually a prophecy made by Joel in the bible.
It can be found in:
Joel 2:30-31 New King James Version (NKJV)

30 “ And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth:
Blood and fire and pillars of smoke.
31 The sun shall be turned into darkness,
And the moon into blood,
Before the coming of the great and awesome day of the LORD.

isn't it amazing? But many people still don't believe in God despite of all the signs and wonders. I don't know why when i read this verse again and again, i felt so burdened in my heart, i wish i could save as many people as possible from the day of judgement, something i really wish i could cut my heart and show them how much they really matters to God. The day of God's return, will it be a great or terrible day for u? Bro and Sis lets really do something! make an impact, don't let this life just get pass like this! yeap!

Anyway on tuesday i had a guitar lesson! lol, i was asked by wanqi from the twam for a favour on sat, to help and teach some adults from my church so that it can help them to improve their caregroup praise and worship atmosphere. And i tell u, its so stress man! hahha, because it has been a long time since i last teach guitar and both my students are teachers! haha. But its wonderful to know other churchmate from the adults. Anyway talking about this, the Np guitar lesson might start this sunday, i will confirm again and sorry for the delay cause of some stuff lol.

Lastly, yesterday had my first ever formal CG with the NP3 people at suntec city sky garden. Haha and happen to saw some city harvest christian praise and worshipping God as well. But yea i really believe that God will show His wonderous work through NP3, as well as the rest of the NP groups! =)

Heres some photo i took yesterday!

2007-08-22T03:59:00.000+08:00

Dear God,

Thank You for loving me and giving me Your all. When I grow up I will still be serving You. I want to know You more, I want to love You more. I'll never forget You Lord. In Jesus name, Amen.

Kid's prayer

I want to know You Lord
You are a great big God
I'm young and do not know alot
Come and be my all

I want to love You more
Giving You my life and all
You died for me, You sacrifice
I won't forget You Lord

I love You Jesus, I grow up knowing You
I love You Jesus, I grow up serving You
I love You Jesus, My life is saved by You
I'll never forget, never forget
Grow up loving You.

this is my prayer...

2007-08-22T02:55:00.000+08:00

Why did you call? why did you wait?

For someone so guilty, someone so fake....

You will reign forevermore! Yes You will!

2007-08-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

FORGET TO POST JEAN is MY shepherd!! =))

2007-08-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

Its time for me to update again! I seriously think that yesterday's service was great, especially the sermon by Jasmine. "Getting life on Track!" that's the title for yesterday's sermon and i really sense strongly that it hit many of us here. Its taken from the book of Micah 6:1-8. Here the summarise point:

1) Be accountable for your life(V 1-2)

We ought to be accountable for our own life. Some may think that we own our life or that we are mature enough to handle our life but the fact is that none of us is mature enough to handle our own life and or even actually own this life because we are created by God. Spend quality time with your shepherds(mentor).

2) Be grateful that God delivers on His promises(V 3-5)

Are we taking God's promise for granted as we grow older spiritually? I really believe that we shall take some time to think and ask ourself this question because we will never realise this unless we stop and examine ourself.Start your day and thank Jesus for what you have and end your day by thanking Jesus for the whole day!

3) DO what God requires (V6-8)

-mercy
-compassion
-humble
challenge everyone who see this to practise what jasmine said!

Its really an awesome sight looking down from the mm room, seeing people lifting up their hands in worship and responing to God, you cant deny but say that God is really there in the midst of us.

After service went for some chilling at ps, den to harry's bar, den to tauhuey, and den went back to makansultra. LOL it was a total maddness for me, then decided to spend a night over at jiashen hse. Haha some mans business. Later on samuel came along, and we did some chatting which we haven really done for a long time. Really glad to see this brother still in Christ! =)

Anyway, this whole weeks really struggling hard over somethings, BUt yet will i praise thy! I will continue to Trust in God! Come on Isaac!!! Come on!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! U WILL SOAR LIKE AN EAGLE!!!!!!!! =)

haha heres some picture of me spilling coke at macdonald just now!!

Troubles = a time to seek the Lord!

2007-08-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

Yea i'm back! Actually wanted to blog yesterday after i came back from Cg..but i was simply too tired and went straight to the bed! haha because the day before Cg i didnt get to sleep together with Zijie haha.

Anyway yesterday we had our unit Cg together at millenia walk near the water fountain. Its was truly an awesome Cg, Praising and Worshipping the Lord in Public! We are not ashame of His love! yea! too bad i couldnt jump and dance ard during the praise coz i was playing the guitar hahah. It was wonderful to see a businessman(i guess) after his work when he walk pass us, he stop and praise God too! haha what a wonderful sight. This is what a Cg shd be!! impacting ppl not just in our cg but to the outside world! thats the cg i long for! just like how Jesus preaches to the coward.

Yesterday was also the last cg im having with NP1 because i am being transfered to NP3 to add strength to their grp! haha and im not afraid to say this, i will MISS you guys!! because of what U all have done in my life. I tink i have been ard with NP1 for 4 mths plus and during this period, i really met many different ppl and they have all somehow impact my life in different ways which it will always be in my memory always. I also wan to take this chance to Personally thank some ppl

TO fel: Heyys i really want to Thank God for you for taking up this call to lead Np1. It's not an easy Job but still You persevere on. Continue on! God will bless your grp when u truly gave ur best! and for all the times when i share my problems to you, you never fail to give me ur piece of mind. Haha i will truly miss serving together with you! Jiayou!! MORE PPL TO COME! Thank you!

To Xue: Haha i want to thank God for you for asking me so many questions because somehow it makes me felt comfortable and more connected to the group. From here i can also see that you are someone that longs and desire to learn more abt God and how to improve ur spiritual life. Continue to do so! God will definitely use you in a great way as u seek Him! Challenge you to rise up as a leader and be a strong pillar for Fel as well as in Np! Its possible!! Thank you!

To Josephine: Thank God for your love for your sheep. I believe you can do it thrgh God's help and grace. Haha and thank you for being such a friendly sister when i first join the group, being initiative to talk to me first i guess? haha. Yep. Hope to see You rising up as a CL soon! Dream BIG for God! also be a great support to fel as she lead you guys! and challenge u to improve more in your guitar skills to lead the grp!!! jiayouss! Thank you!

To Zijie: Brother!! thank God for you for being a great strength in Np. i truly believe that God will use u greatly in a great way. And for all the things u have shared to me. I am really glad to see you serving, from last time in north east till now, i really saw a different Zijie! I really see great potential in you, just like what Nel said yesterday! Be an encouragement to the rest of the Np1! Become a shepherd soon!! and give your full support to fel! Run this race on!!! Thank you!

To mingkuang: Heys bro, i am really happy to know u as a bro in Christ. Your simple heart for christ is seen by many. Continue to keep this faith and keep seeking Him! dun ever give up ok!? i know u will! =) and thanks for being so open and share to me abt ur life. God will use you definitely! Waiting for the day to come! very soon!! impact more lives!! Thank you!

haha thats all for the "some ppl". Not forgetting the rest, ppl like vincent, gary, augustine, zhige, chulee, rach, siqin, cheesiang, jieying and the rest if i forget to mention your name out.Thank you all and pray for me as i serve in NP3! i am expecting great things to move in NP3!! Lets all grow tgt as a unit!!!

changes = a great growth!

2007-08-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

I was late for Band of Brothers today!!! haha kind of overslept..which is BAD! dun follow my example! wa..i really wan to improve in this area man, its really bad! And after realising that i was late, i really dun feel like going down but i decided to drag myself down! lol because i know that it is gg to be a powerful time thats why the devil is tempting me to hace the thought of skipping it. Haha, it actually start at 830..and i reach dere at 11 plus!!! haha actually i reach yishun at 10 but i dunno how to go to safara!! haha but thank God i manage to get jovin and he kind of guided me to the place..haha but i took the wrong loop bus..end up wasting so much time and when i reach the games have ended! haha, but i guess i had my own game...lol..hunting down yishun safara clubhse!! LOL..ok not funny..haha.

Though i missed the games and fun fellowship with brothers of different congregation, i wan to give praise to God coz i didnt miss Ps Jeff message for today!! =) The theme for this man conference this year is called "operation bear". Haha it seems a little kiddish but when Ps Jeff shared i understand what is this Bear is all abt! haha i shall summarise what he said.

1) Bare your hearts
This talks abt the Importance of being open to other Brothers in church because when 2 or more come together, God presence will never fail to come and help us! Coming to church doesn't just means to care for our own life's but also to share and carry one another's burden in the midst of running this tough but Yet wonderful and worthy race!!! =))) BARE HEARTS BROTHERSS!!! as well as sister!

2)Bear Hug
HAHAHA when i first heard this point i was really literally thinking of the physical hug! hahah eewww! Thank God its not meaning that! haha. This "hug" actually means to have proximity with one another. Not just be open about our lives but to be close as well, sharing our lives together and spurring one another on during difficult moments.

3)Bear with one another
Lastly its about bearing with one another flaws. I think this is a very good point because all of us are sinner and we will bound to step on one anothers foot when we spend time together. But bear with one another mistakes and weakness and help to change and encourage each one of us to be a better man in Christ! This is what true friendship is all about! Its not about just having fun and laughter! Its more than this.

Basically, this is what i have learn in short, haha there are much more i believe but this is what i could think of now. But i can only say that i am really bless by this event! Seeing all the brothers coming together for a meet up is a rare scene! haha.

Anyway i have come up with a new song for God! haha..i have post it in the recent post but here is the finalise one! ahah if u guys happen to see it give some comments! i will improve on it!

It just amazes me
When You chose to forget my sin
It makes me wanna sing
Even when i don't understand

But still i want to say,

I am grateful to You
I am grateful to You Lord
When everything seems to fade
I Know You are there
I am grateful to You
I am grateful to You Lord
My World will never be complete
without You

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you Jesus.....

haha yea, that's about it! leave any comments if u do have!! i will greatly appreciate it! dunno what title to give it too..haha so if u have in mind tag it down! thanks!

Isaiah 43:25 (New King James Version)
25 “ I, even I, am He who blots out your transgressions for My own sake;
And I will not remember your sins.

Problems = a time to give God praises! =)

2007-08-07T03:55:00.001+08:00

Paint The Town Red

You know I feel there's something 'bout to break now,
You know I feel there's a city here to take now.
And it's not so tough for these ordinary hands,
When we trust someone with extraordinary plans.

You know I feel this heart's about to break now,
Cos I can see what the devil's trying to take now.
We've got this leather backed book and a freedom cry,
And we're an army of God who are ready to die.

You give us hope where hope is gone,
You fill the streets with a holy song,
We’re gonna paint this big old town red.

Oh, Here we come, here we come
Oh, Here we come, here we come

You know I feel this sky's about to break now.
You know I feel our city's gonna shake now.
And we hear you call every woman and man,
"Ring the mission bell" and storm the gates of hell.

Miracles run from street to street,
Rise up Church for a holy meet,
We’re gonna paint this big old town red

im gonna PAINT IT RED!

2007-08-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

FOP! festival of praise! i just came back from it! and sadly to say its over BUT its just the beginning of the celebration!!! =)) went for 2 days..on Friday and Sunday. I can only say that i never regretted investing my time in this cox i was so ministered and most importantly, i am touched by God so many times till i teared countless times. This years FOP, Delirious and Don Moen was invited! haha my favourite band Delirious! They really inspire me to work hard for the Lord, its not about the music but its much more about the life! And Don Moen! a talented and gifted worship leader of God, i love one of his song, "He never sleeps". Really thank God for them. Not forgetting this Year's speaker, DR.Phil Pringle, the founder of CCC. He is really a powerful preacher, and i really learn much from his sermon.

The first day that i went for FOP, i was really being touch by God's presence even before the Praise and Worship started. It just makes me wanting to tear out to God and shout his praises! And when the Praise and Worship started, i felt so overwhelmed by God that i cant sing it out! i could only thank Him in my heart, its really something that i had never experience ever before!

THANK YOU JESUS! =)))

It just amazes me
When You chose to forget my sins
It makes me sing
Even though i dun understand

But still i choose to say,

You are greatful to me
You are greatful to me Lord
My world will never be complete without You

2007-08-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

Its been few days since i last blog. This week many things happen indeed. Monday first day of school, something happen which makes me became so angry that i sinned against God. Somehow it really affected me for the whole day but thank God for jiashen and fel. They manage to comfort and calm me down. And i oso thank God that He let me realise that i hold bitterness against someone and i really need to change in that area. Tuesday i begin to recover emotionally and everything was well.

Haha but the testing isnt over yet for me. Wednesday after cg i went home and my friend told me that the result for my option is out Coz my course got option during 2 year and guess what? i didnt get into the option that i wanted but i got into the option which i hate the most! and immediately really felt like quiting sch coz i know nuts abt that option! i really dun understand why this happen to me this week. But i came to a conclusion. I should thank God in all circumstances! even though i cant understand. This is the real test. Just like what Nel said.."we never know what will happen, but God can turn water into wine". though the future seems bleak now, i am still going to put my hope and trust in Him! its hard!!! BUT ITS HARDER NOT TO TRUST HIM! i shall grow from this testing.

anyway i will be starting a guitar lesson during the coming holidays! ahha its my first time teaching a group of ppl, but i really hope thrgh this i can help by building more guitarist in Np..so if u are interested! pls inform me!!! thanks
thats all for now!

even when all else fades, my soul will dance with u =)

2007-07-30T02:46:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness...i just got trick by someone!!!! ok..shant elaborate.

today i have decided.
Its time to get serious with God!
I will rise up as a leader by God's help!

one month fasing during Aug.

2007-07-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

Isaac is known as a person who has a cheerful faith in Him!(God) haha so am i!! Isaac is a cheerful guy today! hahah although the starting of the day i feel very tired! coz i slpt quite late yesterday! hahah and i fell aslp during tutorial!!! =X ok dun follow me! bad example..haha but was really tired.

yesterday had CG! but i forget to say we play a game in our CG..called the barnabas game! haha we are playing it for 2 weeks! For those who dunno what is this, barnabas is actually a guy inside the bible and he is known as the most encourging guy in the bible! haa so this game is actually to enocurage one another..but u will have a person to encourage, however the other person won't know its u..hahaha..so its kind of exciting..hahah..and i am seeing everyone getting excited! BUT very sad leh! my barnabas no moves yet la! hahaha but i shall wait for him/her to bless me! wahahahaha..but at the end of the game i really wish everyone will get encourgment by one another..especially in the midst of the coming final year exam! lets not just treat this as a game BUT see the importance of spuring one another up physcially, emotionally and spiritually!!! =)))

Not forgetting today is the 4th day of the fasting plan! hahah i really flee away from temptation by staying away from the sch canteen and went to the library and slack ard instead. HANG ON ISAAC! u can do it! just a few more days to gO!!!!..haha actually i was thinking maybe next week i still wan to continue!..and maybe even extend the hours!? haha see how it goes...

AND TMR GG TO WATCH LIVE BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited!!!!! =)))))))
shall blog more again! take care everyone.

you're my beautiful saviour!

2007-07-26T02:21:00.000+08:00

First of all i want to thank God for Felicia..haha thank God for her for sending me and job home coz we missed our last bus! hahaha. So kind of just reach home an hour ago from Cg! As usual i enjoy the fellowship there and i am looking forward to it every week!! haha this week i was in charge of time keeping..and its a rare job for me coz i nv once done that in my life...haha so kind of nervous over it! haha the feeling is like the first time i took up a role in CG! haha miss those kind of feeling.

Today is also the 3rd day of my fasting..haha so far so good..have been resisting myself from food! especially at home where no one can see if i eat anot..but its abt spiritual discipline! haha..the worst thing was when i switch on the tv they are introducing all the nice food la!!!! really a test from God man! hahha. 4 more days to go!!! i guess today's post will be this short..coz i have sch tmr!! at 10am haha..better catch some slp!

a heart after you

2007-07-25T01:59:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-07-24T13:21:00.001+08:00

Praise God for He is worthy! =) this week im on fasting with xue and ming. This is what i am fasting for

- Cg atmosphere this wed.Let the presence of God fall like never before! Let it fall like uncontrollable river!
- For someone's heart to be open to Him =) i truly believe he will
- harvest this coming ess..3 visitors!
- for some areas of my life that i want to overcome together with God

THis are my prayer points! i learn to ask big from God! coz He is a BIG God. its time to increase my faith in Him. Today is the day 2 of this fasting project. Though it seems hard. But when i think of all these prayer points my hunger compare nothing to them! i will transfer all these hunger to God and seek Him!!! alrights. Its time to pray!

Its time to see God move in a great way!

2007-07-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

Today has been a great day. Just came back from wam night. I only have one word to say abt the Praise and Worship..its awesome! I really thank God that i made the decision to go down, coz i was truly touched by the Holy spirit in a great way. He reminded me of how far God has brought me through this life of mine. Maybe to other people my testimony may not be so unique or special or different..but to me, it has really been a miracle. No amount of words can express my thanksgiving towards Him. And yes, during just now praise and worship..i was once again reminded of how he brought me through thick and thin, and i just couldnt help it but to tear before God and bow down on my knees. I really want to know God, i wan to know the holy spirit in a different way, a new level of understanding and experience with Him. I know this is the beginning, something great is going to happen and i am just so excited!! i cant wait to see whats ahead!

Recently i have been sharing to the ppl ard me of the power of the Holy spirit. And each time i share, the more im convicted that how powerful Holy spirit can be. Are we understimating His power by our own knowledge? I really hope thats not the case coz u will miss out a great helper. We are living in the time of the power of the Holy spirit, lets really work hand in hand with Him!

Looking forward to this week caregroup. Its going to be a great time of fellowshipping again. Still cant thank God engh for this spiritual family that He has place me in. And knowing ppl that really desire to please God and to know Him in a deeper way. Recently have been toking to fel, xue, ming, jose and job..haha all these guys are great ppl for God. Of coz the rest are too haha..but just that i happen to know them more in the midst of serving God in Np..really a bunch of ppl that is willing to change and learn and share. Continue Guys! And of coz i wan to know the rest of the group too! haha its a challenge but i know it can be done! Alrights, i guess i shall stop here..share with u all my favourite christian song.

when i think about the Lord
by james huey

when i think about the Lord
how He saved, how He raised me
how He filled me with the Holy Ghost
how He healed me to the uttermost
when i think about the Lord
how he picked me up
turned me around
how He set my feet
on solid ground

it makes me want to shout
hallelujah! thank you, Jesus!
Lord, you're worthy
of all the glory, and all the honor
and all the praise!
Hallelujah! thank you, Jesus!
Lord, you're worthy
of all the glory, and all the honor
and all the praise!

2007-07-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

My Prayer:

Holy spirit..i repent before u. i am no one compare to u..thats why i need you more in my life. Help me spirit of God, help me! i wan to know u more, i wan to know u deeper, i wan t experience u more! Its you that is in control, remind me to depend on ur way. Help me to overcome areas in my life that i need to change, that i need to have victory over it. i know its you that i need. My life is belongs to you..take control of it..i Trust in u.

2007-07-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

lol oh man, today's post is super exclusive man!! hahahaha..cant stop laughing abt it. But haha i shall start with my day first. As usual went to school, haha but kind of tiring..i guess i didnt have enough rest, plus tmr i am having a maths quiz! i am so gonna do well in that quiz, to glory His kingdom!! =) God bless me!!!

And after school i went straight to my hse macdonald to revise my math quiz and finish up my work. At first had some difficulties doing it..lol..but thank God for his wisdom i manage to solve some my the problems with His help! yea..really tiring..den went home straight after that..so decided to surf blogs..haha and i surfed pastor Jeff's blog..His blog really inspires me alot..from the things he learn in life, not just in church. Really a powerful example. haha so bless to know Him in my life..really. Oh i forget before i went home after studying, i went to check out if there is any badminton court left, coz my fren cheeping wanted to play badminton with me this sunday, but to my surprise its all booked!!! oh my goodness, singaporean is really kiasu..LOL..shd have more of this kiasu spirit with serving God man. But really sian man, no badminton court. Yea back to the surfing of blogs..haha..yeap..and after surfing..i watch this documentary..called "deliver us from evil". And God really added His burden for the world in me. U guys shd check it out.

Den a short while after watching, mr ah shen called me and ask me if i wan to go out to my hse downstair's pasa malam..haha dunno spell wrongly anot, and decided to go down and have a walk and jose and xue oso came along..LOL..coz jose gg to have a hair cut at the salon nearby my place, den after that we went to walk at the pasa malam. As usual..when it comes to pasa malam, food is always a must..haha so went to buy food and stuff..AND here comes the interesting part..lol..Our dear xueping saw this car ride thing and she wanted to ride..so she tried to convince us to ride tgt with her..hahah it took us a few min before we agree to ride in that car!!! oh man..haha so me ah shen and xue took the ride..and jose help us to video it down..LOL..and something really funny happen..hahha i shant elaborate on it further..the video will do the rest of the talking lol..shall blog again!!

Isaac = a cheerful faith!! =)))

here the video..lol enjoy

2007-07-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

oh man finally i blogged!!! hahah sorry guys! didnt know so many ppl wan see me type..i mean im just typing crap wad..wads so nice to see? hahah ok im just kidding hahah =X alrights...so long nv type and many many many things have happen..both good and bad..happy and unhappy..funny and no so funny things..haha but guess wad!? God is still good..he brought me thrgh every single day =)

haha anyway i kind of just came back home from Cg and just finish my dinner. Oh man today Cg was great! actually every Cg is great to me haha, thank God for putting me in this spiritual family..though this family face some problems here and dere..i still thank God that people are still strong and moving on..GO ON NP1!! U CAN DO IT!..haha had a really fun game today...but make me perspires so much..haha but thank God for jose and mk..u guys really did a great job =) Praise was good too! we sang forever..led by zejun and job...haha first time working with zejun..coz she is from another Cg..and this week Cg is a unit Cg..a sister that is excited for God..lol...but praise was realy good..wanted to praise even more..but too bad it has to end. Den came worship..led by me..haha..God really use me greatly..and spoke to many..those who are there...continue to let the FIRE burn in U!!! amen!? its must nv stop! never!..yea. Den we had a short discussion abt last week sermon abt God's ultimate test..we shdnt rely on ourselves..give all that we have to Him..coz ultimately he is the source of all our strength! yea..really thank God for today..it has been a great day..really enjoy toking to my spiritual family..it would be good that one day we can all sit down together and share our lives together! i believe every has somethings to share. Actually i wanted to write a affirmation in my blog now..haha but kind of last min to think..shall write tmr after i plan! lol

OH man my bean bean is not with me today! LOL..but instead i have TY sitting beside me..LOL i guess it misses its owner?? lol looking kind of sad hahhaa..just crapping..alrights man i shall stop here..got to catch some slp!!! update more again!

prayer = power
Never stop praying!

2007-06-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i really sat down and blog. The reason is because lately, there has been many thingss that happen ard me but i decide not to say it here.

But anyway, today i had picnic with my family..organise by some bradell height CC. I never had time to do all these with my family in the past. During th picnic, there was games, like building sandcastle and some savager hunt and my family won a consolation prize for the sandcastle and top 3 for the savager hunt games. And i almost fainted today, coz i only slpt 3 hrs plus for helping my brother to burn some disc. For a moment i really wish i fainted, coz i am so tired out and stress over common test and some project and some other personal issue, but i knew i have to stay grow. Thank God there was a tree behind me for me to lean on. After everything, i went home have a rest and den i went out to do revision for my test tmr..yea..and thank God for yihui..happen to see her there and she helped me with some math question..that was abt my day..losing energy soon..alrights shall update again

2007-05-31T16:54:00.000+08:00

Miracle Maker

I’m waiting here for my life to change,
When the waters stir you can rearrange me.
Just one touch is all I need,
I’ve nothing much but the wounds I feel,
I’m looking for the hand of the miracle man.

Holy, you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Holy, you are holy, Saviour, Healer,
I’m standing at the feet of the miracle maker.

I’m holding on, with your life in mine,
Living water’s come,
And you’ve rearranged me.

Holy you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Holy, you are holy,
Saviour, healer,
I’m staring in the face of the miracle maker.

Holy, you are holy,
Who was and is and is to come.
Jesus, precious Jesus,
Thank you, Saviour,
I’m walking in the shoes of my miracle maker.
I’m standing with the faith of a miracle maker.

a song that touches me

2007-05-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

haha alrights! finally im back to blog again! haha sunday was a special day. It was the day of my water baptism..20 May 07! and also a day where i proclaim myself to the public that i am a follower of Christ!

Firstly i would like to thank all those who have took the trouble to come down and support me on sunday! thank you thank you! All those is belong to the NP families..i would like to thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart for all the support and gifts that u have bless me with. And also not forgetting ppl like, Ian, cong, jiashen, joel, my bro, james, Gideon and all those whom i missed out =X..haha but really..thank you..i was really touch and i really appreciate every gifts and wishes given to me! The old Kokleng has gone and the NEW Isaac has come!

Secondly, this week starting from tmr, im gg on fasting for some ppl in my mind. i really hope that they will come and know the Good news soon..but because its a christian "thing" to do..but really doing out of a heart that is wanting to help more ppl. I may not know much but i will do wad i know!

On sunday when i was gg home with Jiashen..i was sharing with him some things i learn through the period i came back to church till now..i get to learn prayer in a more powerful way. Praying till something happen! and i have been applying this in my life and i seen many impossible things turning into possible facts and i can only Praise His name. I hope ppl who have seen this..apply this..pray till something happen..dun just give up when u dun see result. Hope it helps u ppl to grow in another lvl of faith in God. And also those who is not a christian, u can also pray too! u dun have to be a christian to pray, but u can pray and experience God urself to see if its real. Prayer is just bascially talking to God. And he will answer u according to the perfect time and plan he has for u! TRY it!

Anyway i am quite excited abt this week..ALl the mcg and Ess..i hope it will be a time of great harvest for myself and ending with a celebration tgt! haha..i guess i will stop here and have a good rest! God bless me and everyone else!

2007-05-20T12:25:00.001+08:00

2007-05-18T00:38:00.000+08:00

wooooo...tiring day today. I just came back from work abt an hours plus ago. Haha today Isetan having private sales, and the company i am working in is short of manpower, and thats why i have to work today. Surprisingly, i reached at my work place earlier than i thought i would reach..haha..after a long day in sch and i have to rush down to work. Kind of tiring, but its happy to see all my colleauges again.

Yay cant wait for tmr, for teaching guitar but at the same time i feel nervous, weird dun ask me why, maybe it has been a long time since i taught ppl guitar..ahaha hope everything turns out well tmr. Anyway! today had an online quiz, haha i scored 100/100 with the help of my fren, Thank God for him..haha if not i guess i wont have score that high..and last week i had a math quiz i got 8/10..haha..hope i can do well in my studies this time round coz i have been slacking for the whole of year one..=X which is very bad. I wan to glorify Him thrgh my studies!!! its tough but i will try my best!

Anyway, thank God for the "unknown" person in my tag..haha..thank you for your concern. Though i dunno who u are, but i pray tt u will be strong too! =)..haha sunday sunday!! *chants on* dun ask why..=P..guess some ppl shd know..alrights! thats all for today! Actually got alot to say..but really so tired now..mind blockage HAHA..excuses..okok shall update more soon

OH last thing..i decided..maybe i shd start from scratch again..haha i shall start reading John again and to mAtt! haha so interesting!! off to do my things

2007-05-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

Alrights, its time for me to blog again. Well today had an informal Cg at bukit timah plaza..haha at the same place we ate last week. Well firstly i have to say that the boss is really good at serving his coustomer..haha..if i can be like him i guess i would be able to bring more ppl to cross the line of salvation. But in an case, i enjoyed myself today Though there wasnt much sharing, but it is just great, being able to have dinner together with my Cg and getting to know the grp more.

And i would also like to thank ppl whom have helped me thrgh the darkest time of my time, when i feel like giving up, they were there for me, to guide and and lead to thrgh it. Actually past few days, i wasnt really feeling alright over some times, but thinking thrgh all the bad times i have gone thrgh over the years..this small problem is nth to me..it wont stop me from doing wad i wan to do for God!Next i would also like to thank those who have tag at my blog..hahaha..i didnt know so many ppl are lookinf forward to my blog =X..sounds so bhb..haha but YES! i will make this blog an extraordinary blog! haha for those who still dunno me tt well, maybe you would like to see all my previous blog..may help a little ba i guess lol..the last post was like 2 years plus ago la. But if there is anything u would like to know, just feel free to ask me.

This coming friday there will be an event at fel hse and i was told that i have to teach guitar!..haha kind of sudden coz i dunno wad shd i teach but well hope tt God will use me to touch ppls life thrgh playing the guitar coz afterall the reason i learn was because of His purpose..haha

Lastly...GOD I LOVE YOU! =))) may u guide me thrgh this life everyday!
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Psam 91
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I won't be afraid anymore
Of the terrors by night
Or the arrow that flies by day
And though a thousand may fall
At my side
And though ten thousand may fall
In Him I'll put all my trust

CHORUS
He who dwells in the secret place
Of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow
He who dwells in the secret place
Of the Most High
Shall abide in the shadow

I will hide in Your wings always
Your angels stand by to keep me
In all my ways
And though a thousand may fall
At my side
I will say in Him I trust

(Repeat chorus)

And though a thousand may fall
At my side
And though ten thousand may fall
I will say of the Lord
That in Him I put all my trust

(Repeat chorus)

if anyone wans this song..u can ask from me thrgh msn..alrights off to rest again =)

2007-05-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

woah..finally i finish doing this blog..spend few hours to complete it..haha shall start blogging again..anyway those who wan me to link ur blog..pls tag ur URL link in the tagboard..off to rest!!

2005-02-10T09:13:00.000+08:00

ytd was chinese new year..but for mee..its juz another normal day..everything seems the same..nothing special.Waking up in the morning facing many problems which i dun intend to say..no point.After everything, my family celebrated my birthday which is not actually ytd, but they say they celebrating my chinese birthday, so yup.Really appreciated wad my family did because i know that not everyone in this world gets to celebrate their birthday with each and single of their family members ard.

For my family, every year without fail we always go to our grandma hse and all my relatives will be dere too. I still remember the whole house was always filled with crowd, laughter, happiness and the list goes on. And i will never forget to look forward to the ang baos that my grandma is going to give me.But this year, its different. Before i leave my house i even prayed for things to be the same. Its really different. When i reached the house, yes the crowds this dere but the atmosphere is different.In fact i forgotten about getting the ang baos from my aunts and uncles. I guess its because she is not dere anymore. Even my uncles who will always play manjong oso didnt play this time round. Its really different.

I left around 5pm and my chinese new year ended just like tt. And after awhile i had ian huaxiang and stanley from Nec who came to visit my house and after everything i had no more energy.So ytd nite i slept at 9pm, very early. Well, afterall i guess its really a different CNY, but God is always the same, yup he is!

2005-01-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

tiredness is creeping into me now and its only the 4TH WEEK of school!!!many test again and again.Its as if everyday im hafing testss.Realize that my class is growing weary day by day.Everyone look so dead.I tink my teacher look more lively than all the students in school.Guess its becoz of the long weekends we had last week.Im also starting to fall aslp in class but thank God i manage to control myself.

Really want to thank God for some people in my life..like my pherd Gideon always asking how am i coping this year and seriously i need some assistance..i need help!!i know it will come soon.Aslo want to thank ruizhen for tuitoring me in my chemistry.Haha i tink now i finally understand whats is chemistry all about after so long.i also want to thank those who has been supporting and encouraging me all this while.Thank God for u guys.

Another thanksgiving..Thank God finally my leg is getting better.The infection shas stop spreadding and its healing pretty fast.Hehe but now hor my tummy got some prob now.Got get better oso..so want to thank God too!!yea

lastly, gonna go on fasting next week.Pray for my grp.Reveal muz cum back, ppl will love God.i dunno much but im gonna do wad i know.

tired and weary...but im still gonna cling on to u!...

2005-01-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

well, i wanted to blog many many things but time dun allow me..hahaha. SO yup, TOO BAD!!, have to blog some other time.-walk off-

2005-01-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

我不難過
作詞：楊明學　作曲：李偲菘　編曲：Kenn C.

又站在你家的門口　我們重複沉默
這樣子單方面的守候　還能多久
終於你開口向我訴說她有多溫柔
雖然你還握著我的手　但我已不在你心中
我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
就讓我走　讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱　你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞這會是我最後的寬容

終於你開口向我述說她有多溫柔
雖然你還握著我的手　但我已不在你心中
我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過　這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
就讓我走　讓我開始享受自由
回憶很多　你的影子也會充滿我生活
我並不懦弱　你比誰都懂
雖然寂寞　這會是我最後的寬容

抱緊我　再抱緊我
這一份感動　請你讓我留在胸口
別在說是你的錯
愛到了盡頭　是非對錯就讓它隨風
忘了所有　過得比你快活

我真的懂　你不是喜新厭舊
是我沒有　陪在你身邊　當你寂寞時候
別再看著我說著你愛過　別太傷痛
我不難過這不算什麼
只是為什麼眼淚會流　我也不懂
不要再說　或許這是最好的結果
現在分手　總好過你不愛我一拖再拖
鬆開你的手　離開你左右
我向前走　這會是我　真正的解脫

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2005-01-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

So fast and a week is going to pass.Has been a tiring week for me, and oso a week where im very unhappy abt certain stuff.But its alrite, this coming week will be a better one.Today im very glad becoz Nea1 hit 10 for service.Not really happy abt the number, but im happy that some of them made the effort to come down even though they have many homework.On the other hand, there is still much to improve in the CG.Today's sermon really impacted me in a powerful manner."you cant grow much if you cant love and cherish the word of God"..love and cherish the word, and it really means to love it no matter what happen and to cherish it, without taking it for granted.I tink we ought to keep asking ourselves this two questions regulary.This coming week im gonna give my best to all the new Believers, some of them are still not retain.Basically now i haf two immediate goal to accomplish in my CG.Retention and growing in quality..frankly speaking, it will be kind of tough but as long as i give my 100% effort i noe for sure God will bless me!

During the service, i notice something, our church is growing more and more.Hahahaa, i tink everyone oso noes it, but everytime when i do duty, im always right at the back so i can see the whole view of the auditorium.And everytime i do duty, only one word can be used to express the whole scene "Awesome!" becoz u can see hundreds and hundreds of young simple believer dancing be4 the lord and lifting their hands in worship.Its a scene that u haf to see for it yourself, a scene that show everything abt this simple but yet excited and God-loving church.Alrite, actually there's many things in my mind that i want to blog down but it seems pretty late.Tmr morning still have a tuition to go.Shall blog again sometime.

As i come to you
eyes are drawn to your goodness
when im drawn to you
everything is laid right before you

2005-01-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the Lord your God, he is the one who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you. Deuteronomy 31:6

no matter what happen
i will cling on to you
to the promise u made in your words

you will never leave me nor forsake me...i stand strongly on this promise that you've made

2005-01-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hope has found its home within me
Now that I've been found in You
Let all that I am be all You want me to be
'Cause all I want is more of You
'Cause all I want is more of You

Let Your presence fall upon us
I want to see You face to face
Let me live forever lost in Your love
'Cause all I want is more of You
All I want is more of You

I'm living for this cause
I lay down my life
Into Your hands
I'm living for the truth
The hope of the world
In You I'll stand
'Cause all I want is You

All I want is
All I want is You
Jesus

2005-01-12T06:53:00.000+08:00

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your holy presence
Living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your every word
Spoken to me

And I
I desperate for you
And I
Im lost without you............a prayer to you

2005-01-10T17:45:00.000+08:00

wow! fnally i have some time to sit down and blog. Haha. Today is the start of a new week. Hmm, hahah today many corny things happened in school. Esp during history class, haha my teacher is really funny, but its oso good coz it keep us awake. Learn alot today during the history class as we went back to look at how the cold war started and it oso show me tt the world is really needing God and teaching us not to repeat the same mistakes.Haha, so who says history is useless :P Haha, so far im able to catch wad my teacher is teaching, except chem. Haiyo i really dunno wad my teacher saying leh, im totally blur when my teacher toks abt wad this chem mix wif this give wad, but thank God i asking ruizhen for help. Haha she becum my new teacher le, halo teacher!! Hahaaha. Oh ya, toking abt tuition teacher, i haf a new tuition who is teaching me chinese. Wah ytd was my first lesson wif her and now i realise how lousy my chinese standard is mann. Quite discourage la coz it shows im not ready to test the 'O' level at all yet. And ytd i spend like almost 55 min juz to read finish a passage in my textbook, its like i alomst used up half of my tuition time juz to finish reading. But i gonna gif my best to my chinese, so God can bless me!!haha. I really hope tt i will score very very well for my 'O' level, juz possible i dun mind being the top 10 student in my sch hahaa! Alrite, so i haf decide to start my revision early, which is like ermm, next month! Hahaha it seems a little too early but its better den hafing not enough time to study. Hehe yup so next month i will start mugging all my past years work, esp my chinese and chem!!!

Ohh ya, not forgetting yesterday i haf a great time wif the NEA coreteam!!!we roX oK!! hahaha. Yesterday me Gideon debbie freedy and ruizhen, all of us, we went to marina south to chiong food! Hahaha but its so disgusting, coz we haf to cut the crab ourselves. Haha but thank God for freedy coz we drop al to him hehehe. Had a fruitful and wonderful time of sharing and reflecting on how God has grow us and bring us through 2004. Indeed God has been faithful all these times, heard everyone sharing how God has bless dem and how dey went through each and every testes and challeneges tt is place in their life, juz so encourage!

Ok its time for me to stop writing, haha tink will blog more later

for all you've done, for all you gonna do
i give you praise, as i lifted my voice to you :)

2005-01-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

3rd day of school and there's many work already.Alrite, im suppose to blog abt the thanksgiving for last year yesterday but i could even find a single min to blog because i was really busy with the CG preparation and stuffs.Toay has been a tiring day for me and i almost fell sick, but God still continue to show his faithfulness and care to me and im feeling better. Juz complete most of my hmwk for today, and juz now i couldnt find my math set. So i was pretty angry and upset because it will slow down my time of completing my hmwk. At first i search high and low for my math set, until my whole room is in a mess.Hehe now my room is still in a mess, shall clear it tmr.But as i searched, i remember to pray to ask God for help, so i prayed and guess wad? when i almost Gave up searching, i found it!! Wow!! wad can i say? he is juz so faithful and lovely and its goes on mann. Yup no matter wad happen, he is still worthy of our praise ya? thats wad makes us an extravagant worshipper!!haha, read abt this book. ItS really COOL!. alrite, i shall not blog much today coz i decide to go to bed now, if not im going to fall sick for sure. Blog more tmr!!

praise is a declaration, a victory cry, proclaiming faith to stand firm in the place God has given you

2005-01-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmm, alrite im back to blog again!HAHA..ok im lame -_-..anyway a year has gone pass and now we are all in the year 2005, yup, a new and exciting year to go, haha ok, there's my new year resloution!

-improve my english by reading more books, stop to use lesser singlish(wah..haha..hard for me)
-bring my sister to christ!
-try to score 12 pts for my 'O' level(this one might change)
-improve my worship leading skills and guitar skills
-be more self-controlled!
-win more souls in my sch be4 i leave
-complete the bible!!!
-compose more of my loe songs to GoD!!
-turn my CG into a more fun and loving CG ever!!
-increase my prayer life!

Ya!so these are all my new year resloutions!!hahha..hopefully by God grace and help, im able to complete all my new year resloution, hehe, i tink trying to stop using singlish will be a big struggle for me, well, but i know i have to oversome it to be more effective in serving God.Personally, im really really looking forward to what God is going to do in my life and in my sch as well as in my CG too! gonna see more souls save and change!which mean more discouragment and also problem..hmm, but i muz really depend on God, i haf to,yup!

Anyway, today is the first day in school.Wake up at 6am, hahaha, thank God i didnt struggle to get out of my bed, haha, so went to bath, wear my uniform and go off to sch. Wow! haha, miss doing all these in the morning. today in sch, had no proper lesson, but all the teachers keep saying abt the gap between 'N' and 'O', hahha, i heard this thousands of times, but i tink its a good time to tell us all again, so we will not slack but will be motived to do well, but cum to think again, the gap is really big!and huge and i know something, God is bigger than the gap, its all in his hands, i juz haf to study hard and smart and let God do the rest, juz like how he brought me from 'N' to 'O', and he will still be faithful and bring me thrgh this year as well, haha..reminds me of this song "through it all", one of the first worship song tt i learn.alrite, haha, actually tonite im suppose to blog abt my thankgiing for 2004 one, but i tink i will do it tmr, hehe..alrite, prepare to go to my lala land...blog more tmr!!!

2004-12-29T01:11:00.001+08:00

so many ppl died again today...so..how many will dere be tmr..im juz so worried..so worried..coz my grandma..my uncles and aunties are all living in indonesia..wonder how are they...not juz only worried for dem..but for the ppl dere too..how many souls is going to be save?juz so sad..looks like..the bible is cuming to past already..God is cuming back..jesus is cuming..my family is still not save.. :'(..how..i really dun wan to see dem going to a place tt is going to hurt dem alot..i haf to start somewhere..but where..GOd..help mi...only u can touch dem..use me..this week..got 2 retreat for me...but dun tink can enjoy much bah..alrite...not gonna let tis affect me..but...hope tt this diseaster will stop soon

2004-12-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

wow...has been a long time since i blog...though its juz few months...but many things happen in this short period..times where im joyful as well as times of sadness..hahha...but i came to a conclusion..which many of us might noe already...tt is God is still real and is always dere to catch me and pick me up..though many times i failed him...but he dun blame me...he dun even look at my weakness..he juz simply cum and help me..its juz made me speechless everytime...tt why when i heard this song playing in my blog...it juz touches me so much...not only it tells me who am i to God...but its show how much God love me and all of us though we haf plenty of areas to improve on..and this christmas harvest...i personally seen so many souls cuming to God...and God added to my grp too...3 newB came to God..and i believe tt this cuming year..there's going to be more..and more and more!!..i still didnt forget the vision tt i wan to accomplish for God be4 i leave school..though it seem hard and there might be alot of problem tt i haf to face..but tinking..i only haf one life to live..one life to please God and do his work..so i wan to do this..yes..wif the help of God..i know i can do it..so i haf to walk close wif God..yup...another year is going to pass soon..one more week left..time to reflect throughout this year..alrite..got to go soon..meet my pherd!yah!..for shepherding..den later going to northpoint get something from my fren..very long didnt contact of this fren of mine..lol..alrite..bringing cong along..blog more again!

I am a flower quickly fadingHere today and gone tomorrowA wave tossed in the oceanA vapor in the windStill you hear me when I'm callingLord, You catch me when I'm fallingAnd You've told me who I amI am Yours, I am Yours

2004-12-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

Who Am I

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still you hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

2004-12-07T09:06:00.000+08:00

oh my goshh...for the past few days...i haf really really been tired and busy of many things..but its God's work..lol..so at least its worth it...but still tired...hmm..sunday was a veryvery tiring day for mi...spend like the whole day from 12pm -10pm rehersaling the P&W for NE camp...haha..i haf to say we really improve quite abit...esp the keyboardist..ruizhen..haha..thank God for her..ermm..and we oso learn to be spirit-filled when playing...not juz very concern abt the way we play...yupso fater the whole day...we had our dinner at walmond hse...hahah...his parent bought us food..lol...yup..but i tink overall..the whole day was fruitful..yup..and yesterday was oso a tiring day...had the games com meeting in the early afternoon all the way till like 4plus..den mi peter and freedy rush down to Gideon's air base dere to take the BGR lesson...den from dere mi and peter need to rush to nexus for some drama rehersal...and i need to do the lightings...haha...den on the way dere...we took cab..and the cab uncle tok wif us all the way throughout the journey...haha..quite a interesting guy la..lol..and becoz he is like 60 plus already..den he told us how much changes he saw during this years...yup..and i truly agree wif wad he say...how the world change until now...whr youth are not like the past youth anymore..hmm..yup..alrite...i tink i gtg already..lol..im suppose to help jon tay carry stuff from his sch....gtg

2004-12-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

alrite...juz back from home and bathing...yup...my goodness...today i was late!!!!..i was late for the briefing...im suppose to wake at 530 and reach by 730 at the touch community theater..but i woke up at nine!!!!wah...den i wake up and panick here and dere...goshh...so i quickly rush to bath all la..yup...and den.....hmmm..yup..i went to com and check mail..and oso went to see the website..which really make mi sad...and make mi tink alot.how i wish its a dream..yup..but its ok...i will move on...i will...yup..den i quickly took 147 down and thank God i reach juz in time for the teaching...phew..abt convenant...yup..indeep really a good teaching...and it really remind mi of all the wonderful bro and sis that i haf in church..hmm...tok smth abt ytd...yup..wow...the student con really rocks...esp the opening...i haf to say our church is really improving each day...and i wonder next yr camp...how izit like..cool!...ya..but ytd i am really very sad man...coz i couldnt concentrate on the teaching...becoz the day be4 stduent con...i only slp for like 1 hr plus...yup..cldnt slp...so at the student con i was really really tired...and tt y today i was oso late...haiyo...nvm..its all over...yup..today enjoy myself very much..during the fun and fellowship...hmm...yup..at first i actually didnt wanted to be the team ldr...but afterall...i tink its good..tink it allows mi to improve in my conmunication skill...yup..and oso to lead...yup..so today we went ard D.ghaut to do the message thing wif one of the central grp..the st marg CG...lol..actually when i first went over to the 1st service..i really admire the st marg CG becoz their sch really haf many many ppl...like over 20..and they are wearing their sch Uniform..so its was like...wow...yup...haha...and this student con got grp up wif dem..nt bad..yup..so after everything all of us are really tired..and had a tam of sharing in our grp abt the experiences they haf during the time when we share the message...yup...overall..i juz wan to say....student con is really ncie and fun...and thing to apply and things to learn...one thing tt i rem "if we dunno the word..the world can change us..but if we noe the word...we can change the world"...yes!!..very convicted abt tt...adn next week...is the NE camp....yea!!!..gonna be veryvery busy wif many things in the camp...yup...alrite...tmr...service and gonna learn more thing...alrite...tink i wont write anymore...im tired...but i cant slp..haf many things to do...hope i wont fall aslp during service tmr

2004-11-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

alamak...ermm..i want to blog..den my bro wan use com...lol..soo..well..juz make a quick blogging...uz wan to say....today is a great day...hahah...great day of practising for the camp P&W...wow...NE finally got oen band...haha..and its not bad...hahaha...see it for urself during the camp...lol..well..blog more later

2004-11-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

hehe..alrite...finally after sososo long...i blog again...hahah..it seems like everyone miss my blogging..haha...(how cum sound so bhb ar)...hahaha..anyway..if today i dun blog...i will regret de...lol...so better blog...haha..hmm..yea!..so happy..last week i got 2 converts leh...but still need to retain de..yup..anyway..tmr gonna haf Cg and maybe got another 2 nonB cuming...lol..and i juz found out one of dem r related...lol..dey r cousin...yup..hmmm..today my pherd cuming my hse stay...coz he need to use my com to do some teaching stuff..lol..yup..haha..first tam he staying at my hse...hahaha...well..Gideon is really a good shepherd...hahhaa...now so fast and tue le...and im already so tired...maybe becoz haf been doing many things..ohh..ytd got WFl..haha..abt different religion...haha..and im really rally amused by how Taoists is being formed...lolx..those who attend shd noe..hahaha...really amused and oso blur...ahahhahaha...okok..shdnt laugh so much...yup..den today morning got NE training class..yup..haha..quite interestin la..hahah...alrite..dun wan blog le..lol..will blog more tmr..haha..muz start to blog again..cannot be lazy..hehe...ok...bye everyone...dun miss me...hahahaa

2004-11-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

Day 1:it's not about you

hmm..tis is todays fasting guide...
=>we r born by his purpose, for his purpose
=>are you living for your ambitions, your goals, your freams for your future? will these be able to fulfil us?
=>Do we always start with self centered questions about our purpose?
=>life = letting God use us for his purpose.

hmm...tink this is a good thing to remind ourselves...we r really living for God's purpose or living for ourselves??Are we using the talent we haf to serve God purpose or are we using it to serve ourselves...yup...today is the first day of my 40 days fasting from msn...wah...and i tink i choose the rite thing to fast from..lol...coz i feel so uneasy when i didnt sign in...lol..oso dunno why...yuup...tkS God i fast from msn again..haha..last tam i fast not so bad...but want improve..lol...ohh..but the way...everyone...if u recieve any weird email from mi...im sorry..coz its not mi...dunno wad virus thing...yup...so i decided to change email address....yup..so pls add mi at akl_nea1_guitar@hotmail.com yup...tkS...wow....tkS to Gideon...ytd did some evaluation abt myself...and really wan to change my area of my life...yup...shall use this 40 days fruitfully..lol..today wasted half of my day...dunno why today so slpy and tired...keep wanting to slp...yup..den after tt go RC prepare games for the NE camp..-exicited-..lol..and worship for this wed unit CG...lol..yup...time to improve my worship skill too..lol..gonna watch online P&W everyday...try my best bah...alrite...shall blog more again :)

2004-11-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

your grace still amazes me

-My faithful Father, Enduring Friend
Your tender mercy is like a river with no end
it overwhelms me covers my sin
each time i come into Your presence I stand in wonder once again
(chorus)
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
each day i fall on my knees
'cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me
Oh patient Savior, You make me whole
You are the author and the healer of my soul
what can i give You Lord what can i say
i know there's no way to repay You only to offer You my praise
(chorus)
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
each day i fall on my knees
cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me
It's deeper, It's wider, It's stronger, It's higher
It's deeper, It's wider, It's stronger, It's higher
than anything my eyes can see
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
each day i fall on my kness
cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me

your love is still a mystery......

2004-10-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

alrite...finally blog today...yup..hmm...today is the last day of exam in my sch...which oso means tmr cant evanglise...so sad....ohh..anyway...today went to evanglise in the morning...yup...and today im juz so on fire for God...lol..see anyone juz grab!!!...haha...and didnt count today got how many contact...but really thank God today got some reaponsive contacts too...and got some confirm le....thank God...ohh...yaaa...this thur gonna haf a post exam party...a MCG for the nonB..yup..so excited...coz im the organiser...lol...first tam...oso quite nervous...scare later things dun go smooth..haha..yeA!....ytd went to changi to see the NE campsite again...wow...and really thank God he made way for us...yup...juz so excited!!!...im in the games com...hahaa....waH....faster dec leh...lol...i cant wait le....i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!....hahahaa...hmmm...today in the afternoon went to TIM class...yup...the summary lesson..and didnt reall learn much new things..but haf a good refreshment...yup...today oso learn many things abt counselling...yup...coz today Gideon as counselling someone...in fact more than one...yup...and he brought mi along...so i learn many many things...and i oso feel tt there is many things for mi to improve on...esp in the area of being patience wif others...yup..wah...i really dun wan waste things holiday...i wan to improve my communication skills...my english...my guitar and worship...and i really wan to break 15 by end of dec....though now rite in front of mi...its seems very very hard to accomplish all this...but i noe..as long as i trust and follow God...and i do my best...God will help mi!!!...i wan to see the big grp in st gab where it use to be in last time...i wan see it again!!...NOT for myself..but for God's sake!!!yup....GOD use MI!!!!...alrite...tink im gonna start fasting the cuming next....and no more msn for 40 days...tink i spend too much tam on msn...quite wasting time...yup...so next week...shd be not see mi ard le...but i still use 2 times a week...coz got things to settle on msn too...so if ppl u see mi ard....haha...go ask mi....but only allow 2 times a week...yup..so...40 days fasting....hmmm..today had a great time toking to my pherd...yup..feel so good toking to him...abt wad i wan to improve in....and oso did some clarification wif my pherd over some issue...yup...and now feel much better...alrite...tink i'll stop here....

15 BY enD DeCC

2004-10-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

STAND BY EVERYTHING YOU SAID
STAND BY THE PROMISES WE MADE
LET GO OF EVERYTHING I VE DONE
I LL RUN INTO YOUR OPEN ARMS

AND ALL I KNOW
LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE
LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE

FALL BACK ON EVERYTHING YOU VE DONE
FALL BACK ON EVERLASTING ARMS
WHEN ALL THE WORLD IS SWEPT AWAY
YOU ARE ALL THE THINGS I NEED
YOU RE THE AIR I BREATHE

HOW CAN IT BE
YOU WERE THE ONE ON THE CROSS
LIFTED FOR ALL OUR SHAME?

HOW CAN IT BE
THE SCARS IN YOUR HANDS ARE FOR ME?
YOU ARE THE KING OF ALL

i love u lord..more than my life more than myself.....no one can take ur place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

haizz...today lost my keys....ermm..very tired le...dun feel like typing liao...

2004-10-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

alrite...finally im back from service...woaah....im very tired now...lol...but still gonna blog..yup...today was the last sermon of the book of ACTS...yup..and the race has juz began only....wow...so excited of wad God is going to do!!indeed im living for a worthy cause...yup..and wah..cant wait fort next week....gonna gather contact...and 80 80 80 -chant on-...wow...arrr..i m going crazy le..hahaa...cool...yup...and i decided to go for a 40 days of fasting again!!...tink im going to fast from msn...maybe like can sign in 2 time a week only..yup...muz plan first...then tink gonna start somewhere ard next week bah...yup...and gonna fast from other things too...going to fast for my sch..for a great harvest and oso one decision tt i haf to make...yup...mux tell Gid by dec...couldnt make a proper decision...yup..so gonna seek God for help..alrite...tmr going to the NE campsite to see see...haha...blog more again!

2004-10-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

alrite...today had a tiring day...yupp..wake up very very early...and cant slp coz smth is botherin me...abt the someone who tag at my tagboard...well...i tink today i haf to make something very clear to everyone who see thing...yup...the Fact is tt i hated BGR ALOT!!!!...if one day i fall becoz of BGR...then either is im insane or im drunk...yup...if u all dunno y im hated BGR so much..let mi tell u...becoz BGR coz many ppl who r close to mi to fall away from God...my bro my real bro left becoz of tt..and i really dunno how to react at tt time becoz he was the one who brought mi to christ and i really really felt lost when he left...in fact i hated the girl tt wif my bro..but i noe its not her fault...yup...one of my best fren whom i noe for 6 yrs left and many otherss....and i reallyreallyreallyreally hate it to the cOrE!!!!....so plsplspls...dun misunderstand anything or make any wild guesses...yup...tt wad i wanted to blog today...God..u noe mi inside out...i haf faith in u...yupp....anyway...juz now meet my sheep to do some planning abt st gab...and time really really flies like no one business...and we juz figure out tt we r only left wif few weeks...yup..a challengin task to accomplish....but we wont gif up so easily...next gonna chiong to my sch le...and we gonna aim to see 80 contacts!!!8080808080.....woooow...80 contacts for jesus!!!!...yup...and after tt went to meet my other sheep...wah..long tt didnt meet him coz he got exam...but thank God he is still in christ...a wonderful bro in christ....yup!!...but there is certain ppl im worry abt..coz they r still not spiritually awake yet...hope God quickly gif them a spiritual slap so tt they will wake up....alrite...looking forward for a great harvest to come...hmm...alrite...dun blog le...
***hmm..the stranger at my tag...can u pls tell mi who r u if u dun mind...tkS alot***

2004-10-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

ohh...im backk...ytd didnt blog coz my bro using com...lol...alrite...ytd ytd...hmm...its was the one week of my holidays...yup...at first was quite boring at home...dunno wad to do...coz muz wait until 2pm to go find gideon at mac...coz he ask mi to follow him to beach Rd...for his amry thingy...yup..lol..actually abit boring...haha..but nvm..can pei my pherd go mah...hehe...yup...then after tt when to mac to help some NEC ppl wif math...so stayed there until 8+ like tt...hmm...going to haf alots of planning to do this week....yupp..oh...i love this worship song "deeply in love"...wow...esp the plucking at the front...very nice...the lyric too!!!...yup..lol..so today morning spend some time figuring out the plucking...yea!...and thank God i manage to figure it out without much prob..yea!yup...then accompany joel to buy guitar...lol..wah...he bought a fender accoustic which cost like...O.o...lol...its reallyreally good!yup..lol..then after tt went to wal hse play awhile...yea..then went home le...tmr gonna prepare my cg roles...hmm..and maybe do some planning...yup...alrite..write more again!

2004-10-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

dun understand.....

well...came back an hour ago...hmmm...today wake up quite early...then wake niu err..hmm...then actually im suppose to be a t nexus at 11 for lite de..but got abit late...yup..lol..reach there ard 12+...but thank God got ppl there for the rehersal....phew...then i realise i didnt really eat anything in the morning..juz a bread...then went le...so didnt get to eat the whole until now...haha...coz gif the $ for other things...yup..so today had a great time worshipping God during my duty...and really enjoy doing lights again...lol..finally back to do...yupp...miss it alot...haha...so after service to starhub see ppl eat lol...then i ent to preapre worship coz today im leading in the UDMM...yup...wah..dunno y quite nervous today when i lead...maybe coz very long didnt lead in the unit le...abit nervous...but everytime i sing in the spirit i wont le..haha...then had a great time worshipping God during the UDMM too!!...and learn abt God's grace too...so after the UDMM...brought my sheep to yamaha to see guitar..wif wal and li jun...coz he say he wan learn guitar...yup...then after tt went to peace center see more guitar...lol...then at PS we saw si han..so he follow us to peace center...yup..then ard 9+ decided to go off...so took 147 home..then on the way mi joel and sihan...tok abt wad many things....wad we wanna be in the future...to until we tok abt the world today...and tis really hit mi alot...the youth today is really in bad shape...really really bad...and tis really coz mi joel ans sihan wanting to do smth...haizz...some time i really dun underdstand something..which i got write be4 in my blog...y ppl dun choose God..and y some christian..after experiencing God's love..they still leave...its really confusing mi...actually quite bother by tis for few months le...ppl juz dun realize tt they need God...and always thought they God need them..but actually God dun even need us at all...but actually its the other way round..WE r the one who need God...yup..but God oso love us alot..tt y he accept us as his son N daughter...yup...really dun understand...alrite..finally 'N' finish le...can chiong liao...get contact...yup...ok..tmr gtg meet gideon discuss smth...then maybe oso go my sheepmate hse jam...lol..alrite...write more again!

2004-10-08T09:34:00.000+08:00

Today the last paper....

yea....gonna have my last 'N' level paper in ard 5 hours time...yupp...really want to thank God for bringing me through this whole year...indeed its really a tough thing to study but thank God he gave me the strength to pull through this examation and now i have reach the end of this race..and oso thank God for always being there for me when i needed him...this past months..many things happen ard me but God still didnt change...he will always be real in my life..yupp...hmm..oso wan to thank God for many ppl ard me during this period of time...really alot lah...esp my shepherd Gid who always try to understand me when im having exam...and all those who prayed for me and help mi along in my work...really thank God for gifing me NE...wif all the loing bro and sis...yup..haha...really love this song alot...all though its abit long le..but tink its really meaningful...we are all meant to live for so much more...we r living God..for his vision and work and everything...yup...alrite..tink i haf oso learn a lesson..lol..start work early...so i have decided...to study for 'O' level during this holiday...so that it wont be so tense for mi next year...alrite...guess i'll write more tonite..ohh...btw...today ch5 got JET...muz watch..lol

2004-08-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

yo...im back to blog again...ok..im down wif fever now...mann...i hate it...i cant study...i cant do alot of things well...arghhh....hope tmr can go sch coz tmr got math test...oh ya...wah...im reallyreally so angry!!!!....there is this person in the net always impost as mi...then anyhow tag at other ppl's blog....really feel sad for the person...coz God knows who is he...yup!...oh ya...last sunday...had coreteam...yea!...then we cook curry noodles...lol....then i got sore throat...then fever..lol...but...its nice...hehe...yup...then after tt actually wanted to go esplanade watch fireworks....but in the end...my pherd say too far...so didnt go...so instead we went early to cong hse...cool man...his hse like very comfortable like tt...lol...then when we reach there...we had a wonderful time worshipping God in cong's rm...then we went to eat pizza!!...yah!...haha...tk God for cong's mum...we were eating and watching movie....bruce almighty...haha...tt movie was really funny....haha....and its quite biblical too...yup!...then after watching...mi cong and ian...we play X-box...lol...then Gideon say tonite dun slp...lol....but in the end....gideon and dingchuen slp first....then follow by ian...then left mi and cong playing the games...then we play until like 5+am...lol..then cong started to doze off...and im left alone..lol...so i oso decided to slp...haha...then the next day wake up...we watch last Samurai...wow...its a cool show...its really touching..esp the part when the samurai were fighting for their survival....touching show...yup..then after tt went home....hmmm....i juz realize tt im only left wif 8 more days to mu prelim....arghh...so scary...lol...GOd blESS mI!!..lol

2004-08-08T10:03:00.000+08:00

yo...yea...5 days of holidays..haha...anyway..later having coreteam meeting..cool man...gonna cook something again....haha...oh ya..last friday..me joel and Gideon...we went to our new Believer house...wah...my new believer's dog very cute leh...hahaaha...and its super hyper active...lol...ya...and he oso haf a violin at home..and i play it...hahaha...and funny sound comes out..lol..coz i dunno how to play...hehe..but violin was the first instrument i wanted to learn...but in the end didnt learn..yup..ook..actually we went there to dicuss with the mom abt something..and tt was the first time i was toking to a newB's mum...lol..but i dun feel tt nervous coz his mum was a christian...yup..wow...then oso learn how she was converted...and after i heard it.. i only haf 3 words to say..GOD IS AMAZING!....lol...really..but i cant wirte her testimony out here...coz abt personal oso...yup...and it was really a fruitful time...and ytd oso very touch by all the testimony during the sdmm...wah..esp Aaron's one..its really touching..and it really reminds mi that God is always there wif us no matter wad happens..yup..wah...now im left wif lesser then 2 weeks to my prelim liao...i need HELP in my combine sci...arghh...God..bless mi..lol...ok...later after my coreteam...we are going to stay overnite at cong hse...then later see can blog anot...actually today going out wif my parent to watch fireworks at esplanade...but in the end nv go liao..okok...write more soon!

2004-08-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

hahahaha....soososososooo long didnt bloGGGGGGGGGGG.....yah!...im back to blog...lol...mann...naruto is really a nice show...lol...really like kakashi...he's good....wah...today had 2 test in a day...so tired liao...dun wanna study today...lol....yes...so happy...got 5 solid DAYS of hoildayss....fri sat sun mon and tue....cool..and sun going to stay overnite at cong hse to watch movie together wif the coreteam...haha....so interesting...actually hor...dun really noe wad to blog leh...haha...but anyway...wish myself all the best for my prelim..yea!

2004-07-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

VERSE 1:

When I survey the wondrous cross
On which the Prince of glory died,
My richest gain I count but loss,
And pour contempt on all my pride.

VERSE 2:
See from His head, His hands, His feet,
Sorrow and love flow mingled down:
Did e’er such love and sorrow meet,
Or thorns compose so rich a crown?

CHORUS:

Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross
Bids me come and die and find that I may truly live
Oh the wonderful Cross, oh the wonderful Cross
All who gather here by grace draw near
And bless Your name

VERSE 3:
Were the whole realm of Nature mine,
That were an offering far too small;
Love so amazing, so divine,
Demands my soul, my life, my all!

2004-07-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

F#m D B
The World is shaking with the love of God
F#m D B
Great and glorious, let the whole earth sing
D D/C#
And all you ever do is change the old for new
B
People we believe that

Chorus:

A A/G# F#m
God is bigger than the air I breathe
E
The world we'll leave
A A/G# F#m
God will save the day and all will say
E
My glorious!

F#m D B
Clouds are breaking, heaven's come to earth
F#m D B
Hearts awakening let the church bells ring
D D/C#
And all you ever do is change the old for new
B
People we believe that
A A/G# F#m
God is bigger than the air I breathe
E
The world we'll leave
A A/G# F#m
God will save the day and all will say
E
My glorious!
D
My glorious!
E
My glorious!

2004-07-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

today after sch, my class had a trip to Metta home.A home for people cannot develop their mind...so those people they will behave like 3yr old kids when they are actually like 50+ yr old..or older...younger oso haf, but its reallyreally every sad to see those people there.It only had mi speechless.and oso im even more grateful tt God has given mi a good life.a good family and a good bunch of fren ard mi.and oso really haf the compassion for those people.mann.i couldnt forget this trip.people are stuck in their mind,they cant be like us..they cant their own mind and they cant find God.i ask myself how can i help them.and i oso hope tt by God's grace..they will be able to enter the promise land.after tt i rush to PM at rc...and tk god i reach there on time -yeA!-then after PM i went wif my guys and cong to play soccer wif the DI grp.jeremiah was there.hehe.and we played a match.NE.VS.DI, and guess who won.the NE WON.YEA HAHA, but juz but a few goals onli.but really enjoy the time.esp wif so long didnt see jeremiah.alrite.tink i write more tmr

2004-07-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

today Gideon meet all his sheep...and im really convicted by wad he share..TT TIS month is A IMPORTANT MONTH!!!...we dun wan to juz win soulss...but we wan to influence PPL!!!!..tt's more impt than juz converting ppl.i really wan to influence the ppl...wad Gideon say was really true.people mind is weak.they cant see jesus goodness.and we really need to help them..we onli haf one life and i really noe tt life will past very soon..really haf a burdennn..for the people out there.recently one of my fren juz went in to jail..use to be gd buddy.and oso use to serve God together..but now..i really wan to bring him back.how i wish one day i can juz share christ to everyone on earth..really urge everyone one to serve God hard!!..use our one life fruitfully

People's mind are weak...they cant see Jesus
they cant see the blood spilled specially for them
they cant see those blood fulled hands
those hands tt suffer juz for them

2004-06-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

He is the One and the One is he
He lives all around us but we just can't see
we can feel and talk to him but juz can't see him

He is love and love is he
no one esle can compare to him
because he have paid all on the mighty cross

2004-06-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

1.shampoo first then soap or soap first then shampoo?
:: shampoo then use soap

2.brand of cigarette you smoked?
:: salem....haha...nice brand...jkjk

3.favourite breakfast cereal?
:: hehe...i dun eat cereal

4.what did you eat for dinner last night?
:: ermm...fry tofu wif meat...lol...maggie mee

5. shaquille or yao ming?
:: eeeee...who r they???

6. your grandmother's maiden name?
:: i dunno leh...lol

7. oldest thing in your fridge?
:: haha...the Medicine...hehe

8. chicken, beef or pork?
:: beef,chicken then pork

9. brand, colour and drawing or text of your favourite shirt?
:: fender...black....God rulZZ

10. favourite cartoon character?
:: i dun watch cartoon

11. favourite non-alcoholic drink?
:: V.coke RulZ

12. ever used a fire hydrant? Why?
:: nope.

13. best christmas gift?
:: ermm....every gift oso best

14. texting or calling your father?
:: calling

15. type and name of favourite domestic pet?
:: koktao...luohan

16. stupidest thing done?
:: spitting into my teacher's water bottle

18. choose one: "hells angel" or "heavens devil"?
:: siao!!...crazy

19. last person to smile at you?
:: my brother

20. Is he/she cute?
:: soso lah